Tuesday, February 03, 2004

~~Conversation that helps explain me a little more to those of you who don't know much about me, and my......problems. Lol. But seriously, this is me ranting about my school situations.~~


erinlJONES: yo, just wanted to say hey real quick
ForcesOfNature05: haha yo
erinlJONES: but if you're still laying down, then stay there
ForcesOfNature05: i just got up... took like a 2minute nap it was fun haha
erinlJONES: cool
erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: how was your day?
ForcesOfNature05: it was alright, been doing a paper all day grr
erinlJONES: papers sucks
erinlJONES: - the s
ForcesOfNature05: haha word
ForcesOfNature05: how was your day?
erinlJONES: pretty shitty actually, then after practice was over it got better
ForcesOfNature05: oh
ForcesOfNature05: boo what happened?
ForcesOfNature05: :_/
ForcesOfNature05: *:-erinlJONES: meh.. crap school
erinlJONES: thats basically it, just school, teachers hating me cause of all my problems lol, which they can't figure out. my coach wouldn't let me go watch our jv team play...again. just frustrating
erinlJONES: thats all
ForcesOfNature05: ohh
erinlJONES: lol oh and my phone screwed up again
erinlJONES: but its all good now
erinlJONES: brb
ForcesOfNature05: k
erinlJONES: lol sorry my bro wants me to help him with something, but in the meantime, you should come up with something to tell me, anything at all
ForcesOfNature05: brb lol
erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: it may seem weird, but frustrating people is fun
ForcesOfNature05: lol wow on blocking
erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: yepyep
erinlJONES: sorry its fun
ForcesOfNature05: hmmm
ForcesOfNature05: heh my mom was on the phone with me sowwy bout that
erinlJONES: its all good
ForcesOfNature05: okay yes i do have a lot to say and ask hehe
erinlJONES: alrighty feel free
ForcesOfNature05: okay s you are still blocked? :-P I figure you didnt go her game?
erinlJONES: lol no i'm not blocked, no i didn't go
ForcesOfNature05: oh okay
erinlJONES: anything else
erinlJONES: ?
ForcesOfNature05: blah my back still hurts a bit
erinlJONES: that sucks
ForcesOfNature05: i know

Auto response from ForcesOfNature05: Yay, *one time on the internet* i got blocked by a supposed friend. It was entertaining. Lol and no i'm not going to take this message off. just wanted to get your attention

erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: copycat
ForcesOfNature05: you got.. problems?
ForcesOfNature05: *catching up on past said stuff haha*
ForcesOfNature05: haha what? copycat?
erinlJONES: *still clueless*
ForcesOfNature05: oh you said the teachers couldn't handle your problems
erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: well they wouldn't understand them if i told them, or they'd just think i was making stuff up
erinlJONES: thats how it always goes
ForcesOfNature05: ohh
ForcesOfNature05: what do you have? if it's okay to ask
erinlJONES: lol you could name it all
ForcesOfNature05: add? adhd? bipolar? maniac depressive? hmmm... there are a lot of letters that mean stuff hehe i just can't remember them
erinlJONES: depression, anxiety, sleep apnea, insomia, very much ADD
erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: and well just random bullshit, that all just adds up
ForcesOfNature05: wow you sound like one of my ex-gf's
erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: i'm not all that problematic, just when it comes to school work
erinlJONES: i just randomly fall asleep during class and it pisses me teachers off or i randomly look around the room cause i can't stay focuse, when i have homework i don't do it, cause i get too distracted at home to do it, if i do manage doing homework its cause i've secluded myself somewhere in the house where there are no sounds or nothing to look at
erinlJONES: lol think i'm a psycho?
ForcesOfNature05: maybe I
ForcesOfNature05: *I'm a bit add haha
erinlJONES: i think everyone is
erinlJONES: but i've got it real bad, i've never been diagnosed with it, but my older brother has it, my mom is going to get me an appointment for the doctor soon to see about all of this stuff. cause its effecting my grades badly
erinlJONES: but the depression and anxiety part has already been fixed basically
ForcesOfNature05: hmmm you really should... it could be worse
ForcesOfNature05: I have had a few friends with ADD... the meds I dunno..
ForcesOfNature05: I can't say I go for them.. it takes their spark sometimes
erinlJONES: true
ForcesOfNature05: but smetimes you gotta do what you gotta do
erinlJONES: my bro took ritalin for a longtime and it messed him up the entire time, emotionally wise, true
erinlJONES: i'm basically great with everything, just chemical imbalances (depression, which i never believe that theory until this year) which has been fixed lol, and the other stuff well, just helps me be a bad student
erinlJONES: always have been a bad student, but i've always rather have my teachers think i'm a lazy brat rather than someone who is stupid and doesn't understand
erinlJONES: well i understand just on my own terms
erinlJONES: the teachers have to grab my attention and that just doesn't happen that often
ForcesOfNature05: yeah
erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: wow rambling
ForcesOfNature05: lol it's okay
ForcesOfNature05: have you not heard me babble yet? :-P
erinlJONES: lol not really
ForcesOfNature05: cause if not then you shall see.. haha
erinlJONES: ok good
erinlJONES: lol
ForcesOfNature05: one day we'll talk music haha
erinlJONES: sounds good to me
ForcesOfNature05: but yeah, teachers that can actually get your attention in any case are rare because good teachers ar rare
erinlJONES: exactly
erinlJONES: and the teacher that is giving me problems right now, insists on doing 3 chapters a week of accounting which takes awhile to do. And leaves it to us to do it basically all ourselves, unless we go stand in a line with 5 other people at her desk. Then feel rushed when you ask the question, she can tell you 5 things, and by the time i get back to my desk i only remember 1 or 2 cause i was so panicked. or she is only paying attention to her UIL kids (the super smart kids that compete) which pisses me off majorly
ForcesOfNature05: that's really weird
ForcesOfNature05: that's a bad teacher, right there o_O
erinlJONES: yeah exactly
erinlJONES: like i said before, frustrating
ForcesOfNature05: truly, I'm sorry you have such a crappy teacher
erinlJONES: lol not your problem
erinlJONES: ok really, sorry to do this, but i must go
erinlJONES: i only intending to stay and talk for a sec, but you seem to keep me talking forever:-)
ForcesOfNature05: LOL
erinlJONES: i need some sleep
ForcesOfNature05: oh I see it's MY fault :0-p
ForcesOfNature05: *:-P
erinlJONES: lol
erinlJONES: yepyep
ForcesOfNature05: *laughs*
ForcesOfNature05: you're funny *thumbs up*
ForcesOfNature05: :-P
erinlJONES: lol i know
erinlJONES: j/k
ForcesOfNature05: haha
ForcesOfNature05: funny looking! ;-) *jk
erinlJONES: exactly
ForcesOfNature05: *nods*
erinlJONES: ok but seriously this time, i must go
ForcesOfNature05: well, I hope tomorrow is a better day for you :-)
erinlJONES: i believe it will be
ForcesOfNature05: *nods nods*
erinlJONES: alrighty, so i will talk to you later then
ForcesOfNature05: night night, sleep well *waves*
erinlJONES: *waves back* goodnight


Well thats all Folks!!!!!

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