I want to destroy all sense of self. I want to be something I've never been. I want to be someone I've never met before. I want to persevere beyond what I've struggled to let go of. I want to be that change that I wish to see in the world. I want to be someone you wouldn't recognize but never forget.

I don't know if it hurts more because I feel like I disappoint her or because I hurt her.

Why is it that your head can never seem to wrap itself around something that your heart is already inadvertently wrapped up in.

When your heart screams, LISTEN.

Is giving up the same as letting go? Stepping back into oblivion, disappearing off the map. I wish I felt that it would make a difference rather than being just another heart-wrenching experience.

All the signs of places we used to spend so much time at have fallen apart just like our friendship.

My heart breaks for you but I don't know how to show that I care. I don't know how to show you I care regardless of the situation.

Sometimes I don't know what to say and most times I know theres nothing to be said, but you're always on my mind. Theres only so many times someone can say they care without them sounding like empty words. But since hugs are far and few in between I hope you can feel my words like you would my hugs since its all I can give for now.

Though I'm not sure exactly what's upset you I hope you know how much you are loved and I hope that the pain will ease sooner than later. Please remember to cherish your own heart and remember that its persistent beating is just a start.