MYSPACE:
Subject: so hmm.....
Posted Date: Saturday, December 18, 2004 - 8:37 PM
So yeah I don't really like talking to people on te phone when they have been drinking. Its kind of frustrating. And I hate talking to people who just call and are like well ok I don't really have anything to say so I'm going now. And they never said anything in the first place.
"The world in general doesn't know what to make of originality; it is startled out of its comfortable habits of thought, and its first reaction is one of anger." --W. Somerset Maugham
Saturday, December 18, 2004
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
MYSPACE:
Subject: yummy
Posted Date: Wednesday, December 15, 2004 - 2:01 PM
LMAO, I'm not sure why I just did this, but the fact is that I did. I just made me a peanut-butter and jelly sandwich. Now yeah I know, i know, thats not weird. But I made coffee, and I'm not sure why. I don't particularly like coffee, but I made some. I think partly cause I bought some of that coffee flavoring stuff, its Viennese Chocolate Cafe. The other reason is that my roommate Paula is a very big goober, and had been claiming that the coffee maker wasn't working. Well I go and look at it, and well guess what, it wasn't plugged in, and half the time before they always left it turned on, so of course it wasn't going to work. But I thought it was funny. And now i'm sure she will be making coffee everyday, cause she loves coffee. Ok yeah, so thats my random story for the day.
Subject: yummy
Posted Date: Wednesday, December 15, 2004 - 2:01 PM
LMAO, I'm not sure why I just did this, but the fact is that I did. I just made me a peanut-butter and jelly sandwich. Now yeah I know, i know, thats not weird. But I made coffee, and I'm not sure why. I don't particularly like coffee, but I made some. I think partly cause I bought some of that coffee flavoring stuff, its Viennese Chocolate Cafe. The other reason is that my roommate Paula is a very big goober, and had been claiming that the coffee maker wasn't working. Well I go and look at it, and well guess what, it wasn't plugged in, and half the time before they always left it turned on, so of course it wasn't going to work. But I thought it was funny. And now i'm sure she will be making coffee everyday, cause she loves coffee. Ok yeah, so thats my random story for the day.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
MYSPACE:
Subject: arghhh.....
Posted Date: Tuesday, December 14, 2004 - 12:41 AM
So yeah, I'm kind of stressed and frustrated at the moment. Its freaking 2:40 in the morning, and I haven't done any of my homework that is due tomorrow. And last week I didn't go both days of my tuesday/thursday classes (English, and microeconomics). So needless to say I'm a little behind. But I just can't seem to focus on either of these classes. Perhaps its because my mind is off daydreaming about a certain someone :) or cause I'm just really anxious for this week to be over, and I'll be on xmas break. But I don't know.... it especially pisses me off when I ask people (who are my friends) to sit and help me with the assignments, and then they never come over and help (and coming over means just walking 20 feet across the grass), and when they do come over they just want to watch a movie. And I'm just like WTF, its like ok look I know your a genius at economics, but I am not and I need help. Lol and me asking for help with anything is a pure miracle. Ok so anyways, enough of that. So my mom tells me today that from Dec. 30th to Jan. 2nd I can ride with my aunt and uncle to go skiing and stay at my mom's new bf's cabin with them. And I'm just come on mom, you know how uncomfortable I am around you and Terry. Plus she apparently keeps forgetting the fact that I have a job now, so I can't exactly go on a vacation. I suppose going skiing (which I think I'd snowboard this time) would be fun, but being by myself all the time would just be plain lonely. And its not like I'd have anyone to take with me anyways. :( Alrighty, so I think i'm done for the time being. I'm going to attempt to do my homework, and not to wake up my roommate anymore than I already have. Goodnight.
Subject: arghhh.....
Posted Date: Tuesday, December 14, 2004 - 12:41 AM
So yeah, I'm kind of stressed and frustrated at the moment. Its freaking 2:40 in the morning, and I haven't done any of my homework that is due tomorrow. And last week I didn't go both days of my tuesday/thursday classes (English, and microeconomics). So needless to say I'm a little behind. But I just can't seem to focus on either of these classes. Perhaps its because my mind is off daydreaming about a certain someone :) or cause I'm just really anxious for this week to be over, and I'll be on xmas break. But I don't know.... it especially pisses me off when I ask people (who are my friends) to sit and help me with the assignments, and then they never come over and help (and coming over means just walking 20 feet across the grass), and when they do come over they just want to watch a movie. And I'm just like WTF, its like ok look I know your a genius at economics, but I am not and I need help. Lol and me asking for help with anything is a pure miracle. Ok so anyways, enough of that. So my mom tells me today that from Dec. 30th to Jan. 2nd I can ride with my aunt and uncle to go skiing and stay at my mom's new bf's cabin with them. And I'm just come on mom, you know how uncomfortable I am around you and Terry. Plus she apparently keeps forgetting the fact that I have a job now, so I can't exactly go on a vacation. I suppose going skiing (which I think I'd snowboard this time) would be fun, but being by myself all the time would just be plain lonely. And its not like I'd have anyone to take with me anyways. :( Alrighty, so I think i'm done for the time being. I'm going to attempt to do my homework, and not to wake up my roommate anymore than I already have. Goodnight.
Sunday, December 12, 2004
MYSPACE:
Subject: good day, YAY!!!!
Posted Date: Sunday, December 12, 2004 - 12:58 AM
So today has been a really good day, I had a goodnight last night, although I only got to sleep for like an hour. Cause I was on the phone with Sarah C. and i got kidknapped by Sean. Then I had to get up and do habitat for humanity this morning, which I felt was very productive. Then basically since i've been at my dorm today I've basically be on the phone with Sarah C. continuously. Except for the hour or 2 I was having a cook out with the guys (Sean, Tim, and Jake), I had steak, it was good. Well anyways, so yeah I've had a great day, and I'm still currently on the phone with Sarah C. Great fun. Happy times. YAY!!!
Subject: good day, YAY!!!!
Posted Date: Sunday, December 12, 2004 - 12:58 AM
So today has been a really good day, I had a goodnight last night, although I only got to sleep for like an hour. Cause I was on the phone with Sarah C. and i got kidknapped by Sean. Then I had to get up and do habitat for humanity this morning, which I felt was very productive. Then basically since i've been at my dorm today I've basically be on the phone with Sarah C. continuously. Except for the hour or 2 I was having a cook out with the guys (Sean, Tim, and Jake), I had steak, it was good. Well anyways, so yeah I've had a great day, and I'm still currently on the phone with Sarah C. Great fun. Happy times. YAY!!!
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
MYSPACE:
Subject: kickass
Posted Date: Tuesday, December 07, 2004 - 11:55 AM
I GOT THE JOB, at Texas Roadhouse. I'm so freaking excited about it, this job is going to rock. Yeah this is awesome, I've been really needing a job, and this place is awesome. I orientation is monday, and they'll set up my training times and stuff. I'm starting off as a hostess cause I don't have any actual waiting experience, but since I'm 18 I will move up soon, since you have to be 18 to be a waitress and all, plus theres the fact that all the other hostesses are only 16 and 17. So yeah I'm still really excited, any money I earn is well appreciated in my book. And its something my mom will appreciate too, since I'm giving her my first few paychecks to pay her back for my text messages bills. Ok ok so this is all for now, laters.
Subject: kickass
Posted Date: Tuesday, December 07, 2004 - 11:55 AM
I GOT THE JOB, at Texas Roadhouse. I'm so freaking excited about it, this job is going to rock. Yeah this is awesome, I've been really needing a job, and this place is awesome. I orientation is monday, and they'll set up my training times and stuff. I'm starting off as a hostess cause I don't have any actual waiting experience, but since I'm 18 I will move up soon, since you have to be 18 to be a waitress and all, plus theres the fact that all the other hostesses are only 16 and 17. So yeah I'm still really excited, any money I earn is well appreciated in my book. And its something my mom will appreciate too, since I'm giving her my first few paychecks to pay her back for my text messages bills. Ok ok so this is all for now, laters.
Monday, December 06, 2004
MYSPACE:
Subject: so, theres a little something called....
Posted Date: Monday, December 06, 2004 - 11:36 PM
Something called, i don't know, life I guess, lol, I can't find the right word. This will be short. Its amazing how easy it is for people to take me out of their lives, and just as easy for me to let them. But whats even more amazing is how much easier it is for me to push myself out of peoples lives, and its even easier for them to let me do it.
Subject: so, theres a little something called....
Posted Date: Monday, December 06, 2004 - 11:36 PM
Something called, i don't know, life I guess, lol, I can't find the right word. This will be short. Its amazing how easy it is for people to take me out of their lives, and just as easy for me to let them. But whats even more amazing is how much easier it is for me to push myself out of peoples lives, and its even easier for them to let me do it.
Saturday, December 04, 2004
MYSPACE:
Subject: wow an actual entry lol
Posted Date: Saturday, December 04, 2004 - 12:14 PM
So i've been thinking alot lately, about relationships and stuff. And I wonder why exactly it is that I generally don't want the girls who want me, and the girls I want don't want me. I've gotten used to this fact, and actually it amuses me these days. I mean hell why not, you have to find humor in the bad things or else eventually you'll just be miserable and bitter. I've actually been on a pattern, about every 2 years i fall for a girl, like really fall for, each time i've been rejected...... so yeah it takes me awhile to get back around to putting my heart back out there on the line. I think alot of the people I've recently met, just like met through other friends, they'd never be interested in me, not even as a friend, cause i'm pretty damn shy when i meet new people, so i don't seem like much fun (which I'd like to think I am fun, but it does take me awhile to get used to people and open up to my true self). And with people that see my profiles online, I think what i write in them intimidate alot of people, or in the sense that I'd be way to serious or that "i'm so honest with what I want, that it scares them away, cause they themselves don't know what they want for sure and aren't ready to be around someone who is so headstrong about what they want" And yes that is actually something i've been told before, specifically, and i've been told basically the same thing from several other people. Yeah sure I may know what I want, but geez people I'm only 18 years old, I have a lot more of life to live and to experience. I don't expect to jump into something right away, mainly i'm on all these sites to meet girls, for friends, cause I don't have many gay friends, and i'm trying to find some. But you can't expect from me to just want a relationship from people I talk to, I just simply want that is to have a friend to talk to and hang out with, and hell if later on down that road the friendship turns into more, then thats what will happen. But I just wish people would actually talk to me, and not be intimidated by me or think I'm a loser or too serious or whatever else. I just think, give me a chance, give me the light of day and get to know me for who I am. I can say this, I've been through alot of shit in my life, and its been a process to get through alot of it. But I've learned alot about myself, and I can generally see a bit of myself in everyone, so I can understand where most people come from. So believe it or not, theres part of me like you, even though i may not seem like it. I may seem boring for awhile, but its really cause i'm secretly scared to death to make a bad impression. Which ironically causes me to make a bad/lame impression. But give me awhile and hopefully you'll see something good ya like in me. Ok so yeah anyways, I'm not sure why I just wrote that, but i did, its just been on my mind like I said. Just thinking. Well I'm going to go for now, hope you enjoy my first actual journal entry. Laters
Subject: wow an actual entry lol
Posted Date: Saturday, December 04, 2004 - 12:14 PM
So i've been thinking alot lately, about relationships and stuff. And I wonder why exactly it is that I generally don't want the girls who want me, and the girls I want don't want me. I've gotten used to this fact, and actually it amuses me these days. I mean hell why not, you have to find humor in the bad things or else eventually you'll just be miserable and bitter. I've actually been on a pattern, about every 2 years i fall for a girl, like really fall for, each time i've been rejected...... so yeah it takes me awhile to get back around to putting my heart back out there on the line. I think alot of the people I've recently met, just like met through other friends, they'd never be interested in me, not even as a friend, cause i'm pretty damn shy when i meet new people, so i don't seem like much fun (which I'd like to think I am fun, but it does take me awhile to get used to people and open up to my true self). And with people that see my profiles online, I think what i write in them intimidate alot of people, or in the sense that I'd be way to serious or that "i'm so honest with what I want, that it scares them away, cause they themselves don't know what they want for sure and aren't ready to be around someone who is so headstrong about what they want" And yes that is actually something i've been told before, specifically, and i've been told basically the same thing from several other people. Yeah sure I may know what I want, but geez people I'm only 18 years old, I have a lot more of life to live and to experience. I don't expect to jump into something right away, mainly i'm on all these sites to meet girls, for friends, cause I don't have many gay friends, and i'm trying to find some. But you can't expect from me to just want a relationship from people I talk to, I just simply want that is to have a friend to talk to and hang out with, and hell if later on down that road the friendship turns into more, then thats what will happen. But I just wish people would actually talk to me, and not be intimidated by me or think I'm a loser or too serious or whatever else. I just think, give me a chance, give me the light of day and get to know me for who I am. I can say this, I've been through alot of shit in my life, and its been a process to get through alot of it. But I've learned alot about myself, and I can generally see a bit of myself in everyone, so I can understand where most people come from. So believe it or not, theres part of me like you, even though i may not seem like it. I may seem boring for awhile, but its really cause i'm secretly scared to death to make a bad impression. Which ironically causes me to make a bad/lame impression. But give me awhile and hopefully you'll see something good ya like in me. Ok so yeah anyways, I'm not sure why I just wrote that, but i did, its just been on my mind like I said. Just thinking. Well I'm going to go for now, hope you enjoy my first actual journal entry. Laters
~~So this is about..... well just read it~~
So i've been thinking alot lately, about relationships and stuff. And I wonder why exactly it is that I generally don't want the girls who want me, and the girls I want don't want me. I've gotten used to this fact, and actually it amuses me these days. I mean hell why not, you have to find humor in the bad things or else eventually you'll just be miserable and bitter. I've actually been on a pattern, about every 2 years i fall for a girl, like really fall for, each time i've been rejected...... so yeah it takes me awhile to get back around to putting my heart back out there on the line. I think alot of the people I've recently met, just like met through other friends, they'd never be interested in me, not even as a friend, cause i'm pretty damn shy when i meet new people, so i don't seem like much fun (which I'd like to think I am fun, but it does take me awhile to get used to people and open up to my true self).
And with people that see my profiles online, I think what i write in them intimidate alot of people, or in the sense that I'd be way to serious or that "i'm so honest with what I want, that it scares them away, cause they themselves don't know what they want for sure and aren't ready to be around someone who is so headstrong about what they want" And yes that is actually something i've been told before, specifically, and i've been told basically the same thing from several other people. Yeah sure I may know what I want, but geez people I'm only 18 years old, I have a lot more of life to live and to experience. I don't expect to jump into something right away, mainly i'm on all these sites to meet girls, for friends, cause I don't have many gay friends, and i'm trying to find some. But you can't expect from me to just want a relationship from people I talk to, I just simply want that is to have a friend to talk to and hang out with, and hell if later on down that road the friendship turns into more, then thats what will happen. But I just wish people would actually talk to me, and not be intimidated by me or think I'm a loser or too serious or whatever else. I just think, give me a chance, give me the light of day and get to know me for who I am.
I can say this, I've been through alot of shit in my life, and its been a process to get through alot of it. But I've learned alot about myself, and I can generally see a bit of myself in everyone, so I can understand where most people come from. So believe it or not, theres part of me like you, even though i may not seem like it. I may seem boring for awhile, but its really cause i'm secretly scared to death to make a bad impression. Which ironically causes me to make a bad/lame impression. But give me awhile and hopefully you'll see something good ya like in me.
Ok so yeah anyways, I'm not sure why I just wrote that, but i did, its just been on my mind like I said. Just thinking. Well I'm going to go for now, hope you enjoy my first actual journal entry. Laters
So i've been thinking alot lately, about relationships and stuff. And I wonder why exactly it is that I generally don't want the girls who want me, and the girls I want don't want me. I've gotten used to this fact, and actually it amuses me these days. I mean hell why not, you have to find humor in the bad things or else eventually you'll just be miserable and bitter. I've actually been on a pattern, about every 2 years i fall for a girl, like really fall for, each time i've been rejected...... so yeah it takes me awhile to get back around to putting my heart back out there on the line. I think alot of the people I've recently met, just like met through other friends, they'd never be interested in me, not even as a friend, cause i'm pretty damn shy when i meet new people, so i don't seem like much fun (which I'd like to think I am fun, but it does take me awhile to get used to people and open up to my true self).
And with people that see my profiles online, I think what i write in them intimidate alot of people, or in the sense that I'd be way to serious or that "i'm so honest with what I want, that it scares them away, cause they themselves don't know what they want for sure and aren't ready to be around someone who is so headstrong about what they want" And yes that is actually something i've been told before, specifically, and i've been told basically the same thing from several other people. Yeah sure I may know what I want, but geez people I'm only 18 years old, I have a lot more of life to live and to experience. I don't expect to jump into something right away, mainly i'm on all these sites to meet girls, for friends, cause I don't have many gay friends, and i'm trying to find some. But you can't expect from me to just want a relationship from people I talk to, I just simply want that is to have a friend to talk to and hang out with, and hell if later on down that road the friendship turns into more, then thats what will happen. But I just wish people would actually talk to me, and not be intimidated by me or think I'm a loser or too serious or whatever else. I just think, give me a chance, give me the light of day and get to know me for who I am.
I can say this, I've been through alot of shit in my life, and its been a process to get through alot of it. But I've learned alot about myself, and I can generally see a bit of myself in everyone, so I can understand where most people come from. So believe it or not, theres part of me like you, even though i may not seem like it. I may seem boring for awhile, but its really cause i'm secretly scared to death to make a bad impression. Which ironically causes me to make a bad/lame impression. But give me awhile and hopefully you'll see something good ya like in me.
Ok so yeah anyways, I'm not sure why I just wrote that, but i did, its just been on my mind like I said. Just thinking. Well I'm going to go for now, hope you enjoy my first actual journal entry. Laters
Thursday, December 02, 2004
MYSPACE:
Subject: jobs
Posted Date: Thursday, December 02, 2004 - 12:47 AM
WOW, tomorrow well today, is thursday, only two classes, then I have 3 days off!!! hopefully I'll have a good weekend. I have an interview tomorrow!!! I'm really excited, its at this really good steakhouse (sorry my vegetarian friends lol). I hope it goes well, which I think it will go in my favor. If not, I'll have wal-greens, best buy, wal-mart, target and kohls to back me up lol. Can we say Erin going on an applying rampage, well I have to be on a rampage though. But my top choice was the steakhouse, the rest were ones I applied at just in case this doesn't come through for me. Damn, I need to go to bed, its about 3:00 a.m. now. LATERS!!!!!
Subject: jobs
Posted Date: Thursday, December 02, 2004 - 12:47 AM
WOW, tomorrow well today, is thursday, only two classes, then I have 3 days off!!! hopefully I'll have a good weekend. I have an interview tomorrow!!! I'm really excited, its at this really good steakhouse (sorry my vegetarian friends lol). I hope it goes well, which I think it will go in my favor. If not, I'll have wal-greens, best buy, wal-mart, target and kohls to back me up lol. Can we say Erin going on an applying rampage, well I have to be on a rampage though. But my top choice was the steakhouse, the rest were ones I applied at just in case this doesn't come through for me. Damn, I need to go to bed, its about 3:00 a.m. now. LATERS!!!!!
Dammit, I wish I would get around to finish writing my entry from the other day, cause then maybe perhaps someone would understand why I feel the way I do. I wish I could just say one thing right now, but I can't. I want to cry right now, simply cause I'm tired of getting hurt (and this is because of a person, and it would be the most least of the evils that i did over last tri, well this one wasn't actually bad). But yeah I just wanted to right, I do want to cry. I wish I could get over things easier, but with me it doesn't seem to work often. GEEEZZZ...... I can't emphasize enough how fucking i'm tired of this shit. Laters
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
These are the things I can do with my major (which is international business):
So yeah alot of people have been asking me what the hell I can do with my major, so I decided to get the info off my of school's website, and now I'm going to share it with ya'll. These are the things I can do with my major (which is international business):
Work Place Examples:
- Agricultural Companies
- Airlines & Air Charter Industries
- Banks & Financial Institutions
- Computer/Telecommunications Companies
- Consulting Firms
- Entertainment Industry
- Export/Import Business
- Government Agencies
- Hotel/Restaurant Industry
- Insurance Companies
- International Trade Companies
- Marketing/Advertising Firms
- Multinational Corporations
- Oil Companies
- Public Relations Firms
- Resorts/Cruise Lines
- Transportation Companies
- Entrepreneur
- Agency Director
- Department Manager
- Distribution Manager
- Economic Forecaster
- Foreign Trade Analyst
- Internet Manager
- Liasion Officer
- Lobbyist
- Management Consultant
- Manager of Exports/Imports
- Manager of Overseas Operations
- Manager, International Operations
- Marketing Consultant
- Marketing Manager
- Operations Manager
- Personnel Manager
- Public Relations Manager
- Regional Manager
- Strategy Consultant
- Telecommunications Manager
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