**Feeling Lonely**

The last two weeks have been hell for me. I've just felt so lost, not confused, just lost. But mainly just lonely. I've seemed to kept my pattern of always wanting the unattainable. I can't seem to break it. All I really know is that I am tired of being stuck at home all during the week and then on the weekends, all by myself. Its just so depressing, even when i keep busy. Its driving me crazy. I'm beginning to be unable to handle it. I can't really go into detail with this, cause I don't really understand it all myself, or know how to form my thoughts into words. So well I'm going to go now, laters.